the coming of Gabriel, the end of my youth

We grew up, Alilla and myself and thougth this life would never come to an end. But one day, a chill was on the surface of the earth. I later wrote about this in the book of breshiet: And the earth was without form and void, and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of Gabriel moved upon the face of the waters. Ruach HaKodesh, Gabriel entered our lives. The archangel came to ruin our way of life. And we didn't even notice that at first